It whispered to me, “You’re here for something special, and I’m going to make sure you see that.”

And with that, my life restarted from scratch. In the span of a single month, I lost my mother to cancer, my 18-year marriage ended, and a house fire burned everything I owned to the ground.

But deep down, I knew—I had been becoming under the surface for so long, reaching my limits within the time-space reality I inhabited. This was divine timing. The last chain that bound me had been lifted, and as I stood outside watching my home burn, time stood still. It was a humbling, piercing moment of self-reflection.

What’s important? What’s worthy? What did I live for? What do I live for? What do I have left to lose? Nothing.

And in that moment of absolute surrender, MAGICK appeared. From that day forward, I vowed never to waste another second of this precious life. As long as I am alive and breathing, I will love. I will live—unbounded. What has unfolded since has been nothing short of extraordinary. So much beauty. So much expression. So much deliciousness. So much fulfilled desire. And many who know me stare in disbelief because this level of expansion and joy isn’t considered “normal.” But then again, neither is the way I live my life.

I used my innate knowledge of self-development to overcome mentally. I leaned into my intuition and connection to spirit to stay centered, vibrationally aligned, and receptive to answers. Every morning, I woke up asking: How much more love can I pour into myself today? What does the world need from me that I have overflowing to give?

A balanced fusion of psychology, quantum science, and miracles became my way of life. Whether it was a post, a video, a call, my own healing—whatever it was, I poured love into it and honored it. Not knowing where it would lead, but trusting that it was unfolding exactly as it was meant to. Because I know this truth deep in my bones: What’s meant for me will never pass me by.

This journey has been a spiral of remembering—intuitive healing, moving from the mind into the heart, stepping fully into the feeling realm. To connect. To come home to myself. To be authentic, embodied, expressed, LOVE. To reclaim my God-given POWER as the co-creator of my experience. I remind myself daily: No one is coming. It’s all me.

So I ask: What do I want to be? What do I want to create? What do I want to live?

I write this now, looking out the window, reflecting on the fearless, passion-filled moments I’ve lived since that fire. An endless slideshow of ecstatic now-moments, weaving together into a symphony of cosmic eternity. Timeless. Full. Wild. Expanded. Free.

Like most, I am no stranger to trauma and tragedy. I, too, have walked through the depths of life’s darkest corridors, once unable to see the bigger picture of my own power in the co-creative process. But now? Now, I see life’s bittersweet contrasts as a masterpiece—every challenge an invitation to become more.

These past years have been a whirlwind of new beginnings—setting boundaries, clearing the old, embracing pleasures and pains, blessings and losses, love and heartbreak. I’ve faced my fears, befriended my shadows, and walked forward even when many couldn’t follow. And still, I choose love over fear. Every single time.

Loving the past versions of myself and the choices she made, knowing she was always doing her best. Some days, I had no idea what the next day would bring. But I trusted. And in that trust, life gave me exactly what was meant for me.

I have faced irrational fears—the fear of being seen, being rejected, losing, not being ‘good enough.’ But as I healed, I realized: It was never as scary as I thought. These fears never held me for long. Not because I buried them, but because I poured love into them, and they healed faster than ever before. They lost their grip on me. My energy remained steadfast because I saw the truth: Only what I pour energy into has power over me.

I was always in the driver’s seat. I just needed to remember. And as I did, I saw life for what it truly is—an experience of my own making. MAGICK became my reality. Synchronicities appeared at every turn. Solutions to every concern unfolded effortlessly. Love showed up in abundance because I had become the source of it. I was the love. I was the abundance. I was the MAGICK.

And I finally understood—choice is my greatest power. Every day, I chose differently because I desired differently. I chose to face my shadows. I chose to trust. I chose to let love in. I chose to grow. I chose to invest in myself. I chose to surrender. I chose to act with intention. I chose self-love, even when self-hatred felt easier. I chose to walk away from what no longer aligned. I chose authenticity over fear.

And in choosing love, I unlocked the deepest truth: Our liberation, our power, our freedom—it was always within. The more we remember who we are, the less we fear. Because the greatest challenge we overcome in this lifetime? That’s our gift to the world.

If you heal, your gift is in healing. If you overcome, your gift is in inspiring others to overcome. If you navigate challenges in love, your wisdom is meant to teach love.

The cure was in the pain all along. Our deepest wounds hold the golden keys to our becoming. Healing them, integrating them, and loving them unlocks life’s most divine gifts.

Losing everything was the most humbling, beautiful gift I could have ever received. It cleared the way. It set me free. It rebirthed me into my highest purpose. I see clearly now. I am sure now. I am alive. I am now.

And just as it whispered to me once before—“You’re here for something special.”

I’m here to help you see that too.

And in case no one has told you today, I love you.